Welcome~

2010-03-16T21:06:00.003+08:00

Find me at www.navyblueribbon.blogspot.com!See ya there!^^

Hearing echoes & seeing shadows of yours.

2010-03-14T14:23:00.000+08:00

(originated from followthatway.tumblr.com)

Stop entering into my life.

2010-03-13T21:33:00.000+08:00

Hey guys,im back from the Sec 2 level camp. :( Overall,it was an enjoyable
camp despite of some trivial matters.(Im not gonna write what happened on Day 1-
Day 3 as it is going to turn this post to a draggy one!)Most expected thing was that i
thought the doms would be super warm as so many of us are squeezing together but
it really turned out that the surroundings are natural air-corn!Shiok okay!Starting to miss
dairy farm & the trainers there la dey.LOL.That is about all.Bye folks.^^
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Ugly shoes i've drawn for art,the only part i like is the strawberry! :)

Jagabee & Gummy Choco are much loved!<33

Cucumber + Oat mask. Teehee. ;)

Heart break.

2010-03-05T21:27:00.000+08:00

Sorry readers that previously i privated my blog cos i havent got the time to change the skin & edit it properly so now am done with it already=Unprivate blog. =]

(I think my face shape is the potato one.HAHA.What about you?)

I failed 2 common test papers for now,left history still unknown.I better

pass history if not i will have to bang my head against the wall already!!

Got to buck up,in order to stay in express stream next year.

大家一起加油吧！

Let you go.

2010-03-03T20:34:00.000+08:00

(originated from where-the-heart-is.tumblr.com)
Trying my best to ignore you,but i just cant.I treat myself like a fool in the end=Ridiculous :|
-I hope that i would not have to hate you because of ___,but im
starting to detest you a lil,to be honest.

In an endless journey.

2010-02-27T19:35:00.002+08:00

Cny eve & etc.

2010-02-27T18:56:00.001+08:00

13/02/10,SAT.

14/02/10,SUN.

Left:Xin Yueeeeeee,Right:Meeeeeee

OPPS,me with centre-parting.pardon me for that.

My sister look so happy receiving ang bao=$ face.HA.

We luv ang baos! ;)

From left to right:Xiu Yun,Hui Ting,Li Xia,Li Shan,Xin Yue,Ting Ting,
Li Bin.

Unglam.HA.

How loving is this? =]

Real blood sisters.

LOL?

In conlusion,arent the two toddlers above cuteee??Me & my sister are just fond of kids.Wished that i have a younger sister.^^

15/02/10,MON.

Unglam phtos up next:(don't be angry if you're in :) sorrry yah?)

Invinsible mode.

Finally im done uploading most of the fotos.Enuff to keep this blog more alive,i guess.Must

also keep my blog alive by pressing the nuffnang ads & tag me kay?

Byeeeeeeee,

Dishearten.

2010-02-26T18:44:00.001+08:00

(originally by letsgettogetherwithswift.tumblr.com)

Agree x10!LOL.Common tests are over for now.Phew,finally can get to gasp or else i think im
going to suffocate.Have been doing last-min revision for tests & was in a rush,im sure to fail loads of
subjects for sure.Well,as promised,am uploading the pix now & its like taking forever.
*waiting in progress*

To (insertzxname):
To be honest with you,i actually dont really like you.Know why?
Cos you always went over-board about stuffs & you cant afford
to lose.You only want to win.& i do can sense that you hate me.
If you really hate me can't you say?Ya dont have to hide it right?
Your actions just make me so effed-up.-_- Yesterday when you
i wasnt paying attention to you hitting the ball to me & it hit my leg
then you shouted:"YES!" Whatthehell?What are you trying to hint?
You leak it out on accident,i bet.You must be feeling extremely
happy right??Then today you say i had lots of wrinkles & inherited
em' from WY.F**k eh.What about you?Your eyebags inherited
from him?When i didnt say things insulting about you,you shouldnt either.
Watch your words.Thanks.

[/edited]
I think the post of pix would be complete by tmr cos im too impatient for it to

upload slowly. Ps.

I think you're not the one giving me false hopes,im the one who think too much.

Dont ask me 'Why.'

2010-02-19T21:30:00.003+08:00

Sorry guys for leaving this blog quite dead for a while.Parents kind of

restricted me from using comp. .-.-Oh well,just a short update.I promise

to update as soon as the common tests are Over. Stay tune!

Tag me & press on the ads.

Kthxbai.

Flash backs that hurts

2010-02-13T12:37:00.006+08:00

To sum up this week,it is really a suckish one.I bet im not the only one,feeling that this weeks sucks right?!

& today is already New Year's Eve.It feels so different from the previous years.It was once felt with

excitement & anticipation but now?.... :|

Oh,just some random pix from the past few days to keep this blog a lil bit more alive. ;) Rmb to press on the nuffnang ads & tag me!

The Living room was painted light purple.

Me & my sister room was painted tantalizing pink.

Smiley Face drawn by me! :D

My both hands kena the paint & my legs too but i find it fun painting!:)

Science Practical on Monday:

Kimberly(!)

The leaft turned dark blue when we added the iodine solution.

(Sucess~)

Toodles~

Anyways,at here i wish all of you a "Happy Lunar New Year cum Valentine's Day!" ^^o

L O V E/H A T E

2010-02-13T11:39:00.000+08:00

Love & Hate is just in a blink of an eye.

Reflections.

2010-02-06T21:17:00.001+08:00

This week wasnt really a good week.Class tests did equally bad.

Told Dad that i failed my Maths Test Paper,he wasnt shock at all cos

he knew that i did not put in enuff effort & have been fooling

around so he tell me to buck up.I agreed that i really

did not focus on my studies & have been a computer-aholic. :(

I have no idea how to get rid of this bad habit.I just get so

obsess with internet stuffs!Maybe,i should try to quit blogging

for a few weeks if i could?Will still post once in a while,so

as to not leave this blog too dead. =]

Keep tagging me as well as press on the nuffnang ads,kay?Thanks.

Much appreciated.

(Byeee stalkers~)

Love hurts?

2010-02-03T19:01:00.001+08:00

Is love always about heartbreaks & pain?

& Love is something you can never figure out unlike maths.

starting to realise love is so fake.

Update soon.bye.

Randomsssssssss:

2010-01-31T13:53:00.000+08:00

SHE ALWAYS BELIEVED.

Last Tags replies:

2010-01-30T17:43:00.005+08:00

30 Jan 10, 11:35

XueTing (: : Hellos hello , tagged ! (:
My reply:Hi!Thanks for your tag!=]

30 Jan 10, 09:28

Tanwei: tag btw
My reply:Thx. ;)

30 Jan 10, 09:27

Tanwei: if your heart isn't in floorball , it's useless too , if u wanna quit, well, then quit bah
My reply:Wa.You sound so fierce. :'( i cant quit now.It is like to my disadvantage eh,like i
just bought the floorball stick for $120 eh.Want quit jiu quit mehs?Somemore,i dont even have
a valid reason.

27 Jan 10, 21:47

TingTing: Hey Lishan(: You cut bangs? o.o Me too, hah, but mine not as nice as yours D:
My reply:Hi. :] I cut bangs since last year december already. O.O Bangs should look nice on
you what,no mine is not nice. :)

26 Jan 10, 21:21

HuiTing: Hello tagged
My reply:Heylo!Thanks for tagging. :)

25 Jan 10, 21:48

Li bin: Hello . I am li bin. Laugh my add
My reply:LOL!Laugh your add?Is ass lah,barbie doll.

25 Jan 10, 20:39

, Vivian: How's school anyway ? (:
My reply:Not going very well?hope to have at least a chat with you at least once a week. :D Want??:)

25 Jan 10, 20:39

, Vivian: Im a regular customer t tag yeahh *wink*
My reply:Well,then should i say ty to my regular customer?:]

25 Jan 10, 20:39

, Vivian: Well .... i dunno how u tolerate so well . All i know is i cnt stand it == . I will kill mee .
My reply:Is nothing to be tolerating lah.Get used to it can already.& i think im quiting
hapkido soon bah.HA.

25 Jan 10, 17:12

CH3r1n3`: taggs !! wo ai ni! (: do tag me bac (: lovexz u ttm ! (: stae happy & pretty !
My reply:Thx(!)will tag you soon!<3you should be able to be happier now i suppose?;)

24 Jan 10, 21:35

baptist: remain calm
My reply:Trying!

24 Jan 10, 21:28

baptist: peace be with you.my young friend

My reply:Okays.Thx,btw you are?

Does this Journey worth it ?

2010-01-30T12:25:00.001+08:00

Hey lovely people,please click on the nuffnang advertisements if they appear & not view & run!^^

*Fyi,i am removing the tag-board soon,so if you want to ask me anything or say to me anything click on the Large words'Comment/Tag me here!' right below my profile.TYVM!

Commenting is almost the same format as tagging just that it is a lil diff. from tag-board.It basically means tagging too. :)
Oh,and sorry for any inconvenience caused. :] (It is really more convenient for me at the guest-book as i could just reply from your tag/comment straightaway.)
p/s:Had relieved myself a lil after chatting with Vivian<3 on phone yesterday night for almost an hour!

Sorry doesn't cure anything.

2010-01-29T18:40:00.001+08:00

Time for a post.
Well,this week i can say it just isnt my week.Everthing suckssssssssssssssssssssssss!Was super duper unlucky today at P.E today during handball,a Sec 1 boy threw the ball & hit my left ear super hard.-..-I was so traumatised at that moment,my left ear was so painful & i cant hear any sounds for a few mins. .I almost cried
because it was super pain & i scared that i would be deaf on the left ear.WTH LAH.B**T**D.Yet the teacher can say its okay,i dont think he even know what exactly had happened.Im afraid that i might have side
effects!Hopefully,it wont.Choy,choy,choy!Pray hard for me. :<
Class tests are coming, :(
Pix for this week:

BYE LOUSY WEEK,GO AWAY SOON.

Draw a shape of the heart using your hand.
p/s:I am in a dilemma..I wonder if i should really quit floorball,cos once again i lost
the motivation & interest in it which i dontknow why.Just dont feel like having
any CCA! :'( But i have already spent $120 on the floorball stick. :/

Cloud-Nine.

2010-01-24T16:18:00.003+08:00

-Idk what feeling should i be having now.Haven finish doing my hwsk.Hapkido Test later on.(Sure fail the freaking test.I forgotten the patterns and all those stuffs!)
Now im like nervous & not.
ARRRRRRR
BYEEEEEEEE.

Tags replies:

2010-01-24T16:08:00.003+08:00

24 Jan 10, 15:27

Joel: hahas tyty...LOL

24 Jan 10, 13:13

CH3r1n3` - Joel: hmmms. it seems tht u noe alot uhh. not bad ^^ LOL

24 Jan 10, 12:59

CH3r1n3`: taggs and thanks for everything ! (: lovees
My reply:WELCOME x3!

24 Jan 10, 10:37

Joel: Hope u all will b BEST frenz again..=)
My reply:Thanks.=]

24 Jan 10, 10:36

Joel: Every Friends will argue with something but in the end u allwill b together again..stae happy

My reply:(You're random. :o)Yah,agree. shall try,you continue to be cheerful!
23 Jan 10, 20:38

ELISE(:: but i will always be wif u!(:
My reply:I will try not to neglect you,but i cant promise you in case in the future i really neglected you again.;)

23 Jan 10, 20:37

ELISE(:: meimei..i wan to be wif u all but it seems lyk u all got ur close friends and seems to neglecte me..
My reply:Yah,but if you have to know something.Clique often will have ppl being neglected.Cos 1 person
cant share all the love to all,but only on one.Im trying to understand things now,i hope you do too.

23 Jan 10, 20:36

ELISE(:: TAGTAG!(: meimei! i will try kaes(: loves lou!
My reply:HA.SAME!<33

23 Jan 10, 15:56

Ch3r1n3: Tag & it seems tat u had fun yest. Stae happy & hope we will be bac to th past soon.. Loveees
My reply:Okay lahs.You try all your best to be happy & cheerful too!^^ X3

21 Jan 10, 18:38

CH3r1n3`: thx for everythin. we're driftin agn ): hope it will be alr soon ! loves die u
My reply:You're welcome!(: Yeah.. :( Yeh,lets hope so!luv!

20 Jan 10, 22:47

JIAXINNN: <3 imy, sweetheart<3 meet up soon i wanna gossipe with cha~
My reply:Wa,i still thought that you have forgotten me lehs.:( meet up for a movie soon
kays?<3

19 Jan 10, 17:02

long boon: I from 2T1... and, nice to meet ya
My reply:Oh okays..

18 Jan 10, 20:55

, Vivian: Anyways ,taggies (: !
My reply:Thx!;) & you're like spamming.HA.:)

18 Jan 10, 20:55

, Vivian: -.-'' For me , i fuucking quarrel with my parents == !
My reply:HA.C-H-I-L-L!(;

18 Jan 10, 20:54

, Vivian: I see u like that / your mum ask u learn sibeh pekchek tho im not u ,_,
My reply:This is life what,although you dont want to do things you dont like,also must
tolerate right?

18 Jan 10, 20:53

, Vivian: She wnt u self protect , so ? 5 v 1 even if u world best hapki / wushu also lose lorh

My reply:Relax lah. HAHA.
18 Jan 10, 20:53

, Vivian: Also those martial art thingy . Whad's the point of learning so much ?
My Reply:No choice.-,-

18 Jan 10, 20:53

, Vivian: fuucking tell your mom u dun wnt those extra lesson luhh ! Wushu and hapki

My Reply:As in the Wushu is school want us to learn one,then
hapkido is my mum want me to learn one.

Comment me here!

2010-01-23T21:37:00.000+08:00

Hey Dear Friends/People,
Please comment me @ here more often rather than tag me on my tag-board kay?I can reply messages faster at there!Thx!^^
You can find it on the left-hand side of my blog just right below of my profile. ;)

To Cherine,Elise,Kimberly + Letitia

2010-01-23T18:59:00.002+08:00

-I really dontknow why must we end up in this situation that makes
all of us so awkward.These few days,i admit that im not having a
good mood.I just dontknow why i get so easily angry for simple
things.But i belief not only im that who threw tantrum.Arent all of
us fine,b4 school reopens?Isit just bcos about the project thing
that make all of us unhappy?I dont wish to see us drifting apart.
Once so close friends & now what?I know all of us didnt want
things to turn this way either,not you guys choice or my choice
to be this way.Its all fated.How can we close the gaps again?
Everyone is unhappy together?So does that means that we have
to be disperse?Seriously,idk what to do.Maybe its just time
we give it a thought & not time to argue this & that.

To Cherine(SGL),Kimberly(Darling) & Letitia(Bai Chi):
You guys have student councillor meetings or duties almost
everyday,i mean almost not everyday.I think thats the reason
why we have drifted?Now,drifting is not a choice for us
anymore.Its fated to be.So it means the more we should
cherish each other when we are together right?But its not the
case now.Actually,distance doesnt matter at all its the heart.
:(

To all:If you guys have anything to say about me,please
tell me.I will try to change.Sorryyyyyyyyyy

To Cherine:
Yah,i also wish to be back like last time when we keep
dee siao-ing each other & gl together.I suddenly come round
to a thought that since we're in a clique.There are bound to
be one of us would be better with another one & some would
be neglected.You know who you are closer with right now?We
cant be all so close together at once right?Yeah,but i know
your main point is hope that we will not drift.Im hoping for that
too. :) Anyways,you are welcome a million too!;) Thx for
listening to some of my stuffs too.Hope we get back soon. :D
Sorry if i did sound buey song or what kays?:)

To Elise:
These few days,we have been going recess together or
either have lunch together after school.Not much of a drift
between us. :) But i think sometimes i some sort raise
my volume at you or attitude you a lil.Sorry eh.

Tooth-Fairy.

2010-01-23T14:47:00.002+08:00

Front row:(From Left To Right)Li Shan,Elise & Cymbeline.

Back row:Vickki.

Went to watched Tooth-Fairy with Elise,Cymbeline + Vickki yetsrday at AMK Hub.
Rate the show:3.5/5?
(I dont have any idea why when i search for TOOTH-FAIRY poster,the titles they have on
the poster is:You cant handle the tooth. :/)

For me,i dont really belief that there are true fairies in this world cos i havent seen one
& it just doesnt sounds realistic at all.Well,but sometimes it is also good to
have imaginations & dreams,at least you wont feel that empty & hopeless right?;)
Yah,maybe thats all i have to say?BYE. :>
P/S:I want to watch Alice in the wonderland ,Jump and The spy next door! :<

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Sorry,if i haven link some of you up or i linked you guys wrongly as i have lost
the links.Pls either comment me or tag me kay? :)

Topsy-Turvy.

2010-01-18T19:23:00.001+08:00

2 sentences for today's post:
Lessons are not that bad,can say quite enjoyable except for a few periods. :| Most funny lesson today was Chinese!^^

p/s:1.When i bathe just now,i realised that i have several mosquito bites!Fag man!
To Mosquitos:You are so pervertic & you sucks a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
2.There have been quite a few of my friends around me getting sick so everyone pls take goody care of
yourself! :>

Automatic.

2010-01-15T18:34:00.005+08:00

Hey dumb blog,
There have been quite a lot of hwks for me,so em not free enuff to update this dumb blog.& recently,my both foot hurts a lot!Especially my 2 stupid big toes!Still swollen. :'< + i dont even know how i sprained my right foot(!)Im really super tired this week!Reason being,i had Wushu yesterday morning,Floorball after school & today in the morning there is P.E plus Sunday im having Hapkid lessons.Isnt there too many exercise for me??? :((

Today:
P.E did some warm-up exercise & drillings + tried playing Netball.I hate drilling a lot as i hate that the fact i cant run fast enough & the fact that im not the first or so.You may say that i love to excel others,but think who would like to be always the last one losing?You have to be competitive in order to improve right? :| Ohya,i hate pair works from now on bcos,somebody just refuse to cooperate with me!Not that i despise him or whateverzx shit,i tried my best to treat him as a normal classmate but he just refuse to discuss.Do you know how that feels?It feels like you are talking to the air or a mute person.(No offence)All he do is go around flipping the vocab book & write down,sometimes if he have no idea,he just smiles to himself.I really cant stand this,i could have flare up bcos im someone who gets irritates fast but i didnt.Well,maybe i will have to resign to fate then. :/ >Recess>Art:I hate drawing sketches & stuffs!Cos i often dont understand how to draw!(& D & T also includes drawing stuffs,zzzz)That is the part i hate most.If it is free & easy,probably i would be better.When Mdm Tan is going thru the powerpoint slides,my eyelids turn heavy,i just feel like closing my eyelids a lottttt.I am not sure if it is her lessons that are boring or am i too tired?>Maths>After School!
Thats all i've got to say about my life 2day,
Byezzzzzzzzz.' o ' Y

P.S:I realised that im still as blur & forgetful!I thot i lost my wallet today & was worried like hell but thanks Elise for helping me to search my bag thoroughly & found it!<33 & also those who helped me to find or those whom i throubled,thx a lot too!<3

-Can i be your Cinderella?

The answer is obvious.

2010-01-12T17:51:00.002+08:00

Out of the sudden,i have the mood to post. :O Basically,this is the 2nd week of school,things still going quite fine(?)Proper lesson have started already which = stress is coming too. :/ zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
-Speechless-
Have not much things to say,so BYE.
*Im still feeling so bloated. :S
+ I haven done my hwks yet!!!Why are there so many hwks???????????

P.s:I know how to open the locker nowwwww,thanks to Elise. :D
- I have decided to give up,yes you can say that im hopeless already but i dont mind,because i dont feel like forcing myself to do the things that i dont like.As long as i think that i've tried my best,im contented enough.

M.I.A

2010-01-07T21:31:00.000+08:00

Byeeeeeeeeee for the time being,

I tried to resist the pain,yet feeling worse.I just wish to laugh my lungs out w/o any restrictions.

I feel as if a thousand needles was poking thru my heart.

2010-01-04T20:41:00.001+08:00

How was everyone's first day of school?I still cant really get use to it.ZZZZ.Some of the Sec1 girls looks so proud already even though it is the first day.-.- Well,get back to the topic of first day of school,i suddenly woke up & "I thought yeah the alarm clock haven ring yet,i still have time to sleep", a few secs later when im about to go sleep again,it rang.-..-WTH.(I still cant really believe that it is a new year already & third day of the new year,i think i was like dreaming.)

Kay,thats all. '(oo)'

Perhaps,all these while i've been dreaming & trying not to face the

fact that you like never like me.

It was fine.

2010-01-03T15:50:00.000+08:00

Tmr school's opening!WTF!!!!!!!2 months passes so quickly,i have not yet enjoy my holidays.Waliao.My hwks still haven finish,hopefully tmr the teachers wont collect.=]
Pray hard x1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000!!!!!

Fireworks on 01.01.10

2010-01-03T15:28:00.000+08:00

New Year's Special.

2010-01-01T21:05:00.000+08:00

To me,2009 wasnt really a good year other than it is full of meaningful memories.The only thing im pleased with myself is my results,although it is not like top in class or what so ever,i think it is not that bad.Hope next year,my results could continue progressing & i could continue to get Good Progress Award. =>

Some photos for you from the 2009 ?
Starting from March to December:

So what do you think?

Have i changed a lot during the months?

HA,maybe this is a question you may want to ask yourself.

=]

Anyways,just wanted to say this sweet taste super duber weird!& it cost $2.50 per packet.Sucha waste/But for those who likes Liquorice then its 2 different matters. :]

Pulled the trigger.

2010-01-01T19:20:00.000+08:00

BOOOOOOOOO,
Im back in Singapore again.(Awful place to me)When im in malaysia,i enjoyed myself,it at least helped to forget all the miserable life & things happened to me.Now,back to THIS place again.-..- Kinda miss there.Miss the tour guide,the coach,the food,the hotels,the shopping mall and the tour friends there!=[
Although im not very close to most of them,but somehow still miss their accompany.

Firstly,i will upload about 3/4 of photos.Apologise if some photos are not clear/bad quality. :>(not all are in order)

Secondly,really thanks a lot for those who keep pressing on my nuffnang ads!x3 Do continue to click! ;)

Here it goes:
Day One
Woke up @ 4am+,then brush teeth,get changed all those stuffs.Cabbed to Golden Mile Complex then go Tuas for checking then blah.Board the bus to Malaysia & went to a place to eat breakfast & i got bite by a stupid mosquito!Dad's vision damn good los,he saw the mosquito on my hand then immediately,SMACK!Then his hand have the blood.Ewww..Next,5 hours-6 hours of bus to Kuala Lumpur.Went to Ampang Homeland for Yong Tau Foo as lunch, moved on to a chocolate shop:Beryl's & Mom bought a packet of dark chocolate.Later,we went to Times Square & Sungai*(not sure of the spelling) Wang.The Sungai Wang is so stuffy!God. Then we went to a place to buy the sesame cookies,bak ku teh packet & etc.Dinner at local restaurant.Check-in into Prince Hotel for rest of the day.Awesome hotel!Eyes closed at 10pm plus.'o'

Mom sleeping. :O

I looked sleepy,& i am!:o

The place where we had our breakfast & the place i got the mosquito bite!

Chilli chocolate(Taste kind of weird)

(I look like i owe a beating.LOL.)

Day 2
Slept till damn shiok,although i woke up once or so as im feeling quite cold.8.02am woke up. :Breakfast at Prince Hotel(Not really my liking)>went to 天后宫.*Heard from the tour friends,some of the actors of 桃花小妹 was there,they also took pics of them! :( But too bad,me & my family went other place walk walk so didn't saw them. ):
>Yeoh's Bak Ku Teh for Lunch>Bee place>Check-in into Hotel Equatorial>Dataran Pahlawan(Melaka MegaMall)>Nyonya Restaurant for Dinner>Jonker street?(鸡场街）>Back to Hotel Equatorial for rest of the day.=]
*This was what the tour guide said:把钱花光为国争光，有钱不花才是傻瓜。
Ofcos,this is just for laughters. =]

The soup is nice!

Real bees!YUCK.

A hse built by the bees. :O

Sis's camera skills is not too bad right?

It looks as though the Pinocchio is big right?But in fact,it is super small.

& this is not in a zoom-in mode!

The Daiso there dont seems to have anything great to shop. :/

The Nyonya Food is so spicy that i drank 4-5 cups of plain water!

CENDOL! ;)

Stray Dogs/Puppies!:D

I was looking at them.

(Candid shot.)

LOL.

Day 3
(*This is roughly about the 3rd day cos i dont really rmb. :p )

Breakfast @ Hotel Equatorial(Taste not bad)>Temple>Forgotten what place>Lunch at a local restaurant>Mega mall>Early dinner at a restaurant>continue journey back to Singapore.(insertsxsadface)>
Reached home bout 9pm.+

Summary:The trip was quite worth it.Enjoyed it but only one thing about it

is that the days is too short!!

To some of the tour friends:May we meet someday on the road again. :>

Its killing me.

2009-12-31T20:18:00.001+08:00

Short post.
Didnt have much mood to post these few days.Feeling rather down.Seems to be quite a lot of ppl looking forward to tmr,as it would be 01/01/2010.A new beginning.Not to spoil the mood,i shall not write stupid nonsense.

May all of you,have a great count-down today & enjoy the year twenty ten . ;>

CHEERS!
(Why am i always no status to anyone?& why exactly do i have to be a substitute??)
((Pls let all those bad things be washed off from my brain & let me be brain-washed. :| ))
P.S:Sorryyyy the malaysia post is still not done!im going mad doing that ass post. >:(

Paint a perfect picture.

2009-12-28T21:10:00.002+08:00

Here just to say im almost done with my post on the trip to Malaysia.

Feeling quite pek cek doing that post!Cos it seems like it takes hours

just to upload some pictures. >:( Even thought,i saved the draft already,

some changes were still not made.zzzzz.& it is when i have typed

a lot then it didnt save.Imagine it.

Bye for now.~

Continue tagging me & click the nuffnang advertisements kay?

P/S:I just found out that i didnt reply certain tags.OOPS.

Reality.

2009-12-25T18:42:00.002+08:00

(Thanks Mom for the x'mas present.At first,i thought that Mom surely wont prepare,but again she prepared. Once i came back home,i saw the christmas hat on my bed.HA.)

Didnt went out to celebrate Christmas today.BOO SHIT.Sucks a lot.I.WANT.TO.WATCH.MOVIES!
Next week who is free? :o LOL.

Hmm..I had a Bad Day!

"Santa Claus please grant my wish!I want to be happy & dont want all the troubles!"

[&& thx XF & XB for the christmas cards. ;)]

P.s:There seems to be quite a few ppl coming to Pei Hwa. :s

To:(you know who you are)

2009-12-24T19:17:00.000+08:00

If you are still reading my blog,LOOK.THIS IS FOR YOU.Stop violating my rights okay?You know what is call cyber-bullying?Dont tell me you dont know?Dont act blur & innocent.STOP Lying.You pleaded for forgiveness?SO "FUNNY".You this kind of person will ask for forgiveness?In the first place you shouldnt be doing all these foolish stuff.Go ahead & tell your classmates about this man.IM NOT GOING TO BE SCARED ANYMORE.IM NOT GOING TO ADMIT THAT IM DEFEATED.I WILL FIGHT FOR MY RIGHTS & PRIDE.You are just trying to spoil my reputation w/o knowing.Complain to your friends man.I am in no wrong.Justice will help who is on the right side.Im sure to win.Cos i didnt even provoke you in the first place.IS YOU,who did it 1st.I dont even mind if there are more versus me.& if you want to compete with me dont use vulgarities.Use KNOWLEDGE to win.As you can see i didnt even use any vulgar words.Actually,i really feel like scolding you a lot,but i know i shouldnt do that cos i will only lose.You used my photo W/O my acknowledge.Isn't that called cyber bullying?You like a person,doesnt mean you had to spread to the whole wide world & do all those things that could lead to other ppl's misunderstanding.You are only spoiling MY reputation.Think & recall !!!!! What you do is all correct?PLEASE.RELECT.You said that you always let me scold?I didn't say i need you to give in to me right?WHEN?WHAT TIME?WHAT YEAR?WHAT MONTH WHAT DAY?When did i exactly tell you to let me scold?If you are feeling unfair or so,you can just say it out & shoot me back.Or isit you have nth to say?Dont get scolded in vain.RMB.
HOPE YOU SEE THIS.Open your eyes wide & see every word.Thanks.

Matters or Matress?

2009-12-24T18:51:00.000+08:00

Hey guys,sorry for the lack of update in this space.Am still trying very hard to post the Malaysia Trip post.Cos it is very messy & blah!Have 90+ photos.(But im not going to post all)So imagine how difficult it is to post.Dont go away!As i realise there are lesser readers now.~ At the meanwhile,you might want to visit my tumblr for the time being?Nothing much there actually,just some simple text & pictures?
URL: www.y-l-s.tumblr.com
Do still wait kay?
Toodles,

Nature is beauty.

2009-12-18T16:25:00.001+08:00

Actually,nth much to post for today.Am going to KL tmr,yet till now i dont see anybody saying bon voyage to me or whateva shitz.Well..Anways,just want to say,Ppl pls help to continue tagging my tagboard although i didnt update kays? ;> press on the nuffnang ads too,if you dont mind.=]

Till here,

Dont miz me

Such a beautiful lie

I cant breathe.

2009-12-17T13:28:00.000+08:00

Yesterday i received Megan's Christmas Card!It is an early one. &
its the 1st one i receive!:) It makes me look forward to Christmas
Eve.I wonder how am i going to celebrate it..Hmmmm...HAHA.
So am gonna send her one too!:D Mum says we are being childish to
send here & there when we can call each other or send a msg,but where
is the fun man?She is just being too old-fashion.-.-

-Love your life and life will love you back.Love people and they will love you

back.~Arthur Rubinstein
I hope that i could love my life,but certain circumstances dont allow me to. ;(

Poll here!

2009-12-16T12:25:00.000+08:00

1.Jia Xin when she was P1/P2?

2.Me when i was P1. :D

Jia Xin & me!:D

So who is more cute?

Pls tag me @ my tagboard!We some sort have a competition now~

She says that she is more cute than me,but yeah agree.I look kinda weird,so

voting is the best!TAG TAG ME!

No. 1. for Jia Xin

& No.2. for me.

TY!^^

Beautiful Scenery.

2009-12-15T11:59:00.002+08:00

Bird?

The bitterness.

2009-12-14T21:18:00.000+08:00

New wallet eh?;)

Whos this?

*Heehee,Elise dont get worked up after seeing the pics!:) Didnt really see your face los.
Tired day!>:(

Rainbow love.

2009-12-12T18:42:00.004+08:00

Here to share some music videos ;) :
Just listen to the music dont look at the video,cos
its awful!:)(To me)
©

Starting to hate.If there is a chance i will really talk to you
**** straight in the face.-..-I cant take this anymore.
All tryna to act?PLS!!!!!!!STOPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!Since
you this bootlicker so like to act go join drama next year kay?
Recommended.-..-

Mood swing or emotional me?Im confused.

Hate those hypocrites & bootlickers around me!!!!!!!

ps:Ohgosh im so damn inlove of the hotcake meal with

sausage!ROCKS!In love with Shaker seaweed fries too!:D

Precious Moments.

2009-12-11T17:40:00.000+08:00

Rotting at home today. -..- zzzzzzzzzz.
8 more days to go! ^^Y

Quiz No.123456

2009-12-11T16:53:00.001+08:00

1.What have you been doing recently?
Rotting at home,sleeping,eat,drink,floorball training &
etc.
2. Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
Yah,like duh.

3. What happenned at 10am today?
I was using com.

4. When was the last time you cry?
A few days ago?

5. Believe in fate/destiny?
Hmm..Maybe a little?

6. What do you want in your life right now?
I want to be happy !

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
Umbrella. :)

8.What's your favourite thing to put on your bed?
Bed sheet,matress,blanket & my pillow. :>

9. What bottom are you wearing now?
FBT.

10. What's th nicest text in your inbox say?
B'dae msg from Joanne!(L)

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
How would i know? :|

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from someone?
No.

13. What was th last thing you caught?
Er...Forgotten.

14. What are you proud of?
Nothing.

15. What was th oldest text message in your inbox says?
HUH?

16. What was th last song you sang out loud?
Telephone!

17. Do you have any nicknames?
Yep.

18. What does your last received text message says?
"Going out soon." (LOL!-Added by me)

19. Are you currently happy?
Not really,

20. Who gives you best advice?
Quite a few.

21. Do you eat whipped cream straight from th can?
Nope.

22. Who did you talk on th phone last night?
Nobody.

23. Is anything bugging you right now?
Nope. :)

24. What/Who was th last thing/person who make you laugh?
A POSB aunty & my sister!Laugh!

25. Do you wear toe socks?
No?

26. Who was th last person you got a missed call from?
Not sure..

27. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
secret. :)

28. What annoys you most in a person?
A few.

29.Do you have a crush on anyone?
No,i guess?

30. Have you ever hone a cocaine?
HUH??????????

31. What is th colour of your room?
yellow?

32. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
No,definitely!It is a crime okays.

33. Do you believe in th saying of : Talk is cheap?
Definitely.

34. Who was th last person to lie on your bed?
ME!:D

35. Who was th last person who hug you?
Nobody?

36. Did you see that last person who kissed you?
No.

37. Do you have a life?
Nono,i dont have a "life".= =

38. Have you ever think someone died, when they rlly didn't die?
What you talking?

39. What's th reason behind your profile song?
No songs.-..-

40. Who was th last person you saw in your dream?
Forgotten.

41. Last time you smiled?
Not long ago.

42. What colour is your favourite?
Blue,pink,black & more.

43. What are you listening to right now?
The sound when i type on my keyboard.LOL.=]

44. Are you talking to someone when you are doing this?
Nope.

45. Do you walk with your eyes open or close?
Yah,i walk with my eye "close"..= =
(Bo liao question)

46. Is there a quote you live by?
Yes?

47. Do you want someone you cannot have?
YES.

48. Have you ever played an instrument?
Yep.

49. What was th worst idea you had this week?
Not sure..

50. What are you doing last night at 11pm?
Listening to radio?

51. Are you happy with your love right now?
Nope.

52. What song best describes your love life?
Lots?

53. Does th person knows that you like him/her?
***/**

54. Who always makes you laugh?
Myself/Cherine!

55. Do you speak other language other than english?
Mother Tongue Language los.

56. Favourite websites?
Quite a lot.

57. Which primary school are you from?
Nan Chiau?

58. What are you doing tomorrow?
IDK.

59. What do you think you are like?
DK.

60. Who will you choose to die with?
IDK.

61. Where have you been today?
Compass.

62. What game do you play often?
Facebook's games?

63. Who are you missing right now?
Joanne,Jia Xin &Cherine!

64. If you have to choose between friends and love. Which do you choose?
...

65. What are you doing right now?
Answering this lame quiz.

66. Who are your best friends?
Joanne,Jia xin,Cherine & Bai Chi family?

67. Name th colours that you hate?
Dull.

68. What emotion do you like to show?
= =,-..-,-.- & more!

69. How are you feeling right now?
Bored.

70. What is th time right now?
3.12pm.

71. How do you describe th last person who tagged you?
BAD.

72. What colour did you use to dye your hair?
Chestnut brown?(A lil bit only.)

73. Why are you doing this quiz?
Tagged to do so & to get rid of boredom.

74. What do you do when you're moody?
A LOT.

75. At which age do you think you want to get married?
20-30?

76. Who is more important to you?
Family & friends?

77. If today is th last day of your life, what would you do?
Say sorry to those ppl whom i loved.

78. Who is th person you trust th most?
Joanne & Jia Xin + Cherine?

79. Do you believe in rainbow after a rain?
Sometimes..

80. If you have a dream come true, what is it?
To fulfil my ambition!;)

81. What is your goal for this year?
To go express next year los.

82. Do you believe in eternity love?
NO.

83. What feeling do you love most?
Being loved & trusted.

84. Do you think is global warming now?
YES.

85. What feeling do you hate most?
Lonely & sad.

86. Do you cherish every friendship you have?
No.

87. Do you believe in god?
Not really but somehow yes.

88. Who cares for you most?
Friends & family.

89. What do you think is th most important thing in your life right now?
To get good grades & survive in this world.

90. What will you bring when you fight?
Myself.

91. What have you done had regretted you for your whole life?
Not cherishing ppl.

92. How do you feel when no one else cares for you?
SAD AND FEEL LIKE CRYING.

93. What if your boyfr/girlfr two-timed you?
Slap him,scold him & break.

94. Tag 5 people to do this quiz :
.
.
.
.
.

Finally finish this super long quiz.TIRED.
-.-

Splendid image reflection.

2009-12-10T21:24:00.002+08:00

09/12/09

RETARTED ME. :O

Actually it was already drizzling so i couldnt open my eyes. :|

Act shy?

MONKEY.

Photo credits:Cherine.!(Taken from her bloggy!)

1.Craved for Chicken pepper rice at Pepper Lunch so called Jia Lian to Hougang Mall for lunch there.
She ordered Beef pepper rice,so she let me try hers while she try mine.Find it not bad,but usually i dont eat
BEEF!
2.Walk around & blah.
3.Went to find L.A.F/SGL(Cherine) at her hse downstairs,actually i already saw her hair then she dontknow run to where.-.- Then blah blah.
To Cherine:
Yeah,at first was feeling quite boring then slowly a bit fun bahs..
Was quite irritated by 2 boys hor?Very wan pi.Qi si wo!I

teacher leh,mai siao siao.HAHA.Thanks for today<3 anyways,

sorry for not eating the cakes you bought for me as i dont

really like chocolate & was quite full!=]Anyways,you should post their

ez-link fotos!HAHAHAHA.

I find that today im so retarted!Maybe its retarted day for me. -,- Actually,there are more ugly fotos of me,but i dont wanna post! :)You would not want to see the ugly sight of me!

Today's

(As you can see from the photo,i had turned darker ! :*( DAY BY DAY im darker..HELP!:((((( )

As for today,only 1 image is suitable to be put up.So training in the morning,tired like dontknow what.Run like hell,& everytime i run i feel like im dying!Super duper strenuous.I think my stamina is just not up to the standard.Hmmm...

*Thanks Tan wei for your floorball stick & ball!(L)! Heehee. ;)
P/S REPLY Tags tmr then.pissed by the com!

Unfair.

2009-12-08T21:09:00.004+08:00

Something that i cant get over it.Why is it that movies must have ratings?Almost all the movies that i wanted to watch is either NC16 or M18.No children under 16.As teenagers,we would not want to only stuck at movies which are PG,Parental Guidance.We know ourselves if we could watch it.I know the ppl sorting out the movies ratings fear that some are too violence for teenagers/children but not all cant watch violence show right?& i only can watch certain movies.This year,i can say a lot horror movies are either NC16 or M18,right?

Nvm,maybe only adults get to have advantage.But i would rather be a children!^o^

I want to watch the twilight saga new moon & avatar! 'o' Actually i wanted to watch zombieland

as i seen the advertisement & it seems interesting & funny.But too bad,M18.Hopefully,Avatar

is PG. :)
Anyways,pls help me to click on the nuffnang avertisements when it appears!ty~ ;>

Im left with no choice.

2009-12-08T19:32:00.002+08:00

Let the rain pour down on me.

"I am enjoying the rain."

I loved drizzles!

I HATE myself for being forgetful,

I HATE myself for being careless,

I HATE myself for being selfish,
I just HATE MYSELF ALOT!
Phew,in the end i found my pouch!:D Thanks sis
for helping me to find my pouch!;) If not i would be
real dead meat. :| Hmm..Me getting more & more
forgetful now a days,I think im senile. :( Really hate it when
i always forget things!If only i have powerful memory!
-Sometimes it is also good if you are senile,so you can
forget all those bad memories.

My both legs aches a lottttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!I think its bcos
of Sunday's hapkido lesson & yesterday's floorball training.
Hapkido lesson came a new instructor/couch?-.-He damn ....
Keep correcting me w/o patience at all.WTH!Giving me that
teach me until veh pissed off face.-..-Im more pissed okays!
The original couch is better than you okay!Pls go away soon.
:) SHOO!I kick till my knee cap is pain one okays!
-Alright,i think i should stop saying "okays."
One teacher is so "creative",still have diamond push up.-.-
EXCESSIVE WARM-UP !I dont think it is even called "warm-up"
at all.Hope nobody knows which teacher im talking about!HAHAHA!

Im starting to think that all of my blog posts are rubbish & boring.= =
How to revive it to be alive & interesting?Maybe my life is rubbish so
i blogged rubbish?LOL.=]Really feel like quiting blog & delete this
nonsensical blog.

To Joanne:
Sorry for not meeting you today as promised.Although you
said nvm,but i still feel guilty!Bcos im careless & couldnt find
it that dont feel like going out.Promise next time wont put you
on plane kay?;)

The past will never come back anymore.

2009-12-07T20:59:00.002+08:00

*Beware of the pillow monster!ARRRRRRR!The monster

carry along a pair of scissors & it will snip off your

hair!

-Thanks XinYue for your b'dae present & card!<3

LOL. :)

Childish fotos ahead!

& I think Tan Wei is a bit too high today! :O Very long time never see her happy already.& i thought

when we wanted to play she will sit somewhere & listen to her Taylor Swift's songs but she joined us!

We are just being childish!:) After playing the cash register for a long time,i find it a bit boring. -,-

Ppl tend to look forward & neglect those that they should cherish behind.

Lies all around me.

-I think you would rather bootlick them.Feel a certain distance between us now.

All the right moves.

2009-12-04T20:50:00.003+08:00

Just a short post here.
Later imma going to book tickets to KL!
:D (Actually is Dad,by right. :/ )Heehee!
Okay lahs,not really that happy actually.Just
3 days 2 nights.But its better than nth right?
Need to get a walk @ other places.If not
im so gonna go mad in this state & in this
country!

Really hate ass mum los.-..- crap none stop.
Nag none stop.-..- fucker.party pooper.

-I hate you ,JERK. :) Since all my one sided
efforts are gone & you treat it as nth,i officially
announce i WILL give you up no matter what.
Go ahead & have gfs man.Flirt all you want. :)
To you all girls are good friends right?Tsk.Hai yoyo.
Speechless.
I will try my very best to forget you.Since you forgotten
all the littlest things i've done.Great. :)
To **t**a;
At first i thot that maybe i could confide all my problems
& feelings to you,but after that day i msg-ed you about
how sad im feeling,you dont seems to understand & only
say "oh i see."My feelings dropped to the very bottom of
my heart.Kinda disappointed.

`Jia xin you read & run! Never tag me..

Tagged to do Quiz by Joanne.

2009-12-04T18:38:00.002+08:00

10 to go:

1.Are you single?:Why should i say?

2.Are you happy?:No?

3.Are you bored?:Definitely.

4.Are you fair?:NO.

5.Are you Indian?:No.

6.Are you stupid?: Maybe?

7.Are you honest?: Most of the times.

8.Are you irish?:huh?

9.Are you nice?: No?

10.Are you Asian?:Yap.

Ten Facts:

Full name: Ye Li Shan. :)

Nickname: A li shan, & more..

Birthplace: KK Hospital.

Hair colour:Black.

Hair style: Long & curvey?

Eye colour: Black.

DOB:02/12/1996.

Mood:Calmed.

Favourite colour: Blue & more..

One place you wish to visit: Dk.

Ten Facts Bout Your Love

1.Been in love?: Why should i tell you?

2.Believe in love at first sight?: Hmp...

3.Currently having a crush?: Nope.

4.Hurt emotionally before?: Maybe yes?

5.Brokened someone's heart?:Dk.

6.Have your heart broken?: S***e* .

7.Like someone but kept in heart?: DUH.

8.Are you afraid of commitment?: No?

9.Last person you hugged?: Nobody.

10.Last person you said ILY to?:Nobody! :)

This or That?: This.

Love or Lust?:-

Cats or Dogs?: Dogs.

Best friends or Regular friends?: 2.

Creamy or crunchy?: Crunchy.

Pencil or Pen?: Pen.

Wild night out or Romance?: None.

Money or happiness?: 2 of it! :)

Night or Day?: Day.

IM or Phone?: Phone.

Have you ever:

Been caught sneaking out?: Yes. :(

Seen a Polar Bear?: Real life,then no.

Done something you regret?: Yes.

Jumping?:Yes.

Eat food on the floor?: NO.

Eat an entire jaw breaker?: NO.

Been caught naked?:No.

Wanted bf back?:Yes.

Cried cause lost a person forever?: Yes!!!!!!:'(

Wanted to disappear?:Maybe?

Preference of Love:

Smile or Eyes?:Smile.

Light hair or Dark hair?: Dark?

Hugs or Kisses?:Hugs.

Shorter or Taller?: Taller!

Intelligence or Attraction?: Both. :)

Violent or Pathetic?: None.

Older or Younger?: Older?.

Outgoing or Quiet?: Outgoing.

Sweet or Bad?:Sweet.

Have You:

Performed infront of a large crowd?: Yes.

Talk on the phone more than an hour?: Yap.

A rock concert?: NO..

Cheerleading team?: NO.

Sports Team?:Yah.

Drama play or production?: No.

Owned rich cars?: Nope.

In rap videos?: No.

Last:

Last called you made?: Megan.

Hugged?:-

Hung out?: Sis.

Work?:No.

You IMed?:Forgotten.

Texted?:Cherine.

Movie?:Elise & Letitia! :]

Last person or thing you miss?: ....

Tag 10 people to do this quiz:

-
Done with this quiz!=]

Besties.

2009-12-03T16:59:00.031+08:00

(I LOOK FREAKING UGLY + WEIRD.)

I have minimised the pic till very small,so dont blame me for these pics kay?I post these pics have got reasons. :) I wish no matter what.you 2 can see that last time you all was once so close.Worth breaking up this friendship not?I know you 2 said over already.im not forcing 2 of you to patch too.Just to let you all see how close 3 of us were.Its alright to once in a while reminsce right? ;)
I will side both of you always!
(Edited)
To Jia Xin :
1stly,reply to your dedication:
We have known each other since P1 or P2
actually is just that we are like enemies cos my sister &
your bro & sis buey gam,rmb?HA,didn't know that
P5 we were same class. :) & we were always
teasing Bai Lao Shi,HAHA.Really loved those time!
WE.ROCKS!Yeah,thx for your b'dae dedication!
Appreciated!Yeah,may god bless me! ;)
2ndly,
(*Joanne read this part too.)
I really hope that you & Joanne/Jia xin could
stop quarreling!Do you still rmb when we
were P6 everyday(Almost) after school we would sit outisde the stone
table near Gate C?We often go to shell to buy stuffs 1st & eat there. :)
Why must things turn out ugly?We should stop saying that who is
trying to mend friendship already,as long as we are still able to talk &
have fun is already enuff.Humans should not be greedy.Now i agree
to what Joanne/you said,we also have our sec frens which we are always
with & close to.We will never ever get to occupy someone totally.All
these stuff is actually for reminding myself too,not really all to you 2. :)
So thats all?Hope you 2 are really reading my post & every words!Must
READ. ;)
To Joanne :
Thanks! ;] love ya too. ;]
<33!
(Reply to dedication)

At different intervals.

2009-12-03T16:58:00.000+08:00

2007-11th B'dae

2008-12th B'dae

2009-13th B'dae!

Disappointment.

2009-12-02T14:47:00.011+08:00

Happy Birthday to me,

Happy Birthday to Li Shan,

Happy birthday to me!!!!!!!

Wootsss~~~~~~~~~

Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!

LOL.(Self-entertaining)

Strawberry light cheese cake?(Forgotten)
Taste super duper nice~^^

The lady is so prettay!But didnt manage to take

a proper pic of her as they moves super fast.

Guess thats all for today.

Dont be foolish.

2009-12-01T21:06:00.001+08:00

*Foto of the day*

Muahahahas!Tmr is my bird day. :O

Cant imagine now is already december.

Time passes so quickly unknowingly.

I have fooled around so many months.

Try to work hard next year~

2010,can it be a better year than this year?

pls?pls? :{

Ohya,i want to make b'dae wishes tmr!

Prayx1000000000000000000 my

wishes will come true. :(

Tmr gonna buy school books for sec2

& accompany assDad to Tan Tock

Seng for check-up. =>

Dumb founded.

2009-11-30T21:12:00.002+08:00

Loads of unglam pics of Elise & Leti today~
To Elise:
I very kind to you already kay,i
didn't post too unglam de pictures
of you eh.So you dont post mine
de too ugly kays?;)(Actually i
really feel like posting them up,
cos they are too funny already,
should share.But nvm~. :] )
To Leti:
Hope you dont mind the veryx3
unglam pics of you.It should be
called 'nature'.HOHO.So nature
is beauty. :)

(I look so dumb.zzz.)

*For your info. :it is Li Shan & Kim Ning was here!<3

By Me.^^

:Hei Chi love Bai Chi by Kimberly.

Thanks Elise for ya cute prezzie.&it is the 1st gift

i received. =]

Enjoy today thanks to you guys. :) I seriously dont like the feeling of

staying at home cos i will think too much.

Anyways,thanks for some of you guys saying 'happy b'dae' to me in advance.Much appreciated.^^

Friends.

2009-11-30T19:19:00.001+08:00

What is the definition of friendship?

Can someone tell me?i slowly forgotten the definition of it.

Im really totally disappointed with some of you.(1)We have drifted.i sense some kind of weirdness
in us.(2)Idk what i had done wrong.or did i owe you in my previous life or something?I dont wanna
care anymore.i will just take it that you have gone with the wind.(3)Action speaks louder than words.
You dont seems to give a damn to what i said to you.all i simply want is a comfort.

i cried yesterday AGAIN while looking at those pictures.the fun we used to had.the smiles on our face.
it was never the same now.why must everything change until this stage when nth can be done to save
this friendship of ours.i never want to face you again.i freaking miss those times.but it is the past already.
i could not escape from living in the past.i should buck up & walk away from the past.

Everybody in love.

2009-11-28T17:44:00.001+08:00

*Thanks uncle for giving me all these lil lil stuffs,although they dont cost

anything but its the effort!Thanks a lot. :>

Here to say my b'dae is coming!!! :'( but im not feeling happy.cos it shows that i have grow older.(4 more days! :< )
Well,thats not my main purpose in today's post,im gonna share a fake story of a girl. :)
"The Littlest Things in life."
~~Once upon a time,there was a girl name"Rosey" who often go to a convenient shop(7-eleven) after school as it is nearby to her school.There was a uncle who would often be there.He is ultra friendy & a bit funny.The uncle aged around 50+ to 60 + . It make Rosey think of her past away grandpa.How she wish that she could have treasured her grandpa.Bcos the girl has visited the shop quite often,the uncle would sometimes collect the free gifts that should be given only when purchasing certain items and give Rosey bcos she often visits the shop.Years past,Rosey was P6 alrd. & had graduated from the pri school & went to a new Sec school which is not very near the shop.Once in a blue moon Rosey would visit the shop & saw the uncle again.He is still friendly as always.But there was once,when Rosey visit the shop again,the uncle was not working @ there anymore & she had heard that the uncle had passed on.She broke into tears.There was only one thing she remembered in her heart:The broad smile the uncle gave her everytime she visited the shop.
The end~~
Sounds lame,yeh i know. :p
对你来说我到底算什么？
我不想再想这么多了，
我一定会证明给自己看

我可以挣做起来的。
我不想再这么脆弱
我要变勇敢。

In a dilemma.

2009-11-27T21:07:00.001+08:00

Pics do the talking.Bye.:>

(pictures not in order)

-Something digusted me & jia xin yesterday.erm.. :/

-i just need someone's shoulder.i NEED to cry out loud!i cant keep this inside my heart anymore.i cant pretend to be happy & act on a strong front any longer.

*yesterday i went to the same place we use to go.it has a few changes.the same place but no longer the same secure & feeling.you are not there..imisshthosetimes.you never knew how i felt.maybe sometimes im fickle minded.i really dont know what im thinking & who i really wanted.. :( (empty promises!hate it.)im just not being my usual self..

p.s :Thanks Kim for all your "counselling". =x loveya!(L)x3

TAGS REPLIED.^^

2009-11-27T14:36:00.003+08:00

26 Nov 09, 12:39
Li bin: ALI SHAN DI HU NIANG MEI RU HUA YA ~ :p nehneh ni poopoo!
My reply:LAMO.-.-& is *gu niang not hu niang!You B.F.D!muahahahahahaha!i poop on your head want?;D

26 Nov 09, 10:52

CH3r1n3: cheer up my baby gurl! if there is anythin,i'll be here for u de!! heartxz u!
My reply:Trying..My mummy boy.hahas.LOL.i want to meet up with you soon!:@

25 Nov 09, 13:19
vivian#<3: 2 wheels OMG , i ride 3 wheels one sia . ;x hahas, joking . Let's go cycling one day tgt ;D <3Tags !
My reply:Ofcos 2 wheels lah.HA.when is your one day?inform me soon kays?:D

25 Nov 09, 12:17
CH3r1n3: hey(; relink pls! tyvm! lovexz u
My reply:relinked!welcome!(L).

24 Nov 09, 18:39
Xiuyun: HIIIIIII meet soon k!!!
My reply:HELLOo!okays,sure!:)

24 Nov 09, 15:19

-SHIQI. ツ: i miss you ohkayys ! since P2 we known each other, righta? hahas, tagged (:
My reply:ME2!hi my pri school fren~yap!thx for ya tag!:]

24 Nov 09, 12:12
CH3r1n3: ilovexz u to the max! and i'll be hre for u alrightxz ? heartxz and lovexz u forever!!! (: <3s
My reply:me too! i love you as much as you do!♥x3!

24 Nov 09, 12:11
CH3r1n3: c'mon cheer up and be my hyper pill ! alr? if there is anythin jus ring me up kayz ? jus rmember i
My reply:i will always be your hyper pill!but sometimes need down a bit if not always high will spoil soon!~haha!i will ring you up for sure if im really damn sad kays?yoUA must listen eh.

24 Nov 09, 12:09CH3r1n3: BabyGurl,dun be upset okae?i promised u not to sigh but with u my glk sighing,im reali worried..
My reply:Im trying.But i really have no idea what had happened to my brains & everything in life. :'( you dont sigh already kays?your promised made rmb?you got things bo tell me..I will be your listening ears.dont worry about me the HYPER PILL!:>

23 Nov 09, 10:13
Xinyue: YO ~ .. Taqqed ...
My reply:HELO!Btw,congratulations for ya psle results!;)

22 Nov 09, 22:37
vivian#<3: anyway relink me http://www.i-pwn-edyou.blogspot.com/
My reply:You're relinked!anyways,your blog url not bad yeh?

22 Nov 09, 22:37
vivian#<3: WHOAA , i no blog for so many days ur blog so many things o.o !! Wow not bad ! taggys <3
My reply:LOL.hahas.thx for the tag!=]

Will update bout thurs later on!

Suckish life.

2009-11-25T21:01:00.002+08:00

-Hate this life of mine.So boring.Everyday boring to the max.Even if i did went out,i wasn't really happy @ all. :@ What to do???The days @ home,i tried doing hwks but just after a few mins i cant sit still & do @ all.-.-Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
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IM GOING CRAZY.Hope tmr's 6G'08 gathering would turn out great.Really hope so. :/
-I thought i would survive all along by myself,but days & weeks past.I really somehow miss you.im not even sure of my feelings but i knew i miss you.idk why i would bicker wit you at times when i actually didn't want to.Maybe to me it was a kind of way at least we would be able to at least talk for a few sentence.Nevermind is what i told myself.Time will do everything.Hope things could start afresh next year..
-Why is it when you dont like somebody & that person treat you well?If only you could do the same thing like him..
*In love with some of Beyonce's songs!=] Thumbs up.
*Im so gonna continue to hate you man.Dont always gl can?Not going to bother you man! -..-L
*Stop copying me man!Have brains to think of your own style!B*T*H.==
p/s:Lazy reply tags.Shall reply tmr!:')

The faith is fading.

2009-11-24T21:01:00.000+08:00

Short updatexz.
22/11/09
First hapkido lesson!Was nervous like shit okays.Overall,find it a bit interesting. :) But most part i catch no ball!Somebody is blocking infront of me & somemore the coach do damn fast!Heard that there will be a test!:O Scared that i will fail. :(
23/11/09
Floorball training in the morning.New positioning which i cant get use to it.Seriously,i sucked at floorball & i have never improved.During pri school, i played it for fun & leisure activity.Now i find it tough.& i think next year im so gonna be replaced by the Sec 1s next year. :( Me no confidence at all..The best is next year there wont be any Sec 1s!*Evil* HAHAHAHA.(Like impossible-.-)Whatever.Not going to think too much. :) But honestly i dont like floorball! =x
p.s:Finally i have learned how to ride a bicycle!(2 wheels) HAPPY! ;) [Thanks to Letitia & JL for you guys encouragement & small tips!]
24/11/09
Nth much to elaborate for today!:)
Done with this so called short update.=]

In a deep thought.

2009-11-22T15:12:00.002+08:00

Thanks cousin for the day!At least i managed to kill time. :)*Beard papa sweets' strawberry custard puff is superb nice.The strawberry taste like yogurt.^^NICE!

21 November'09

Hudaaaaaaaaaaa. :D

Mr Chng & Miss Chua. :)

Eeeee..Trying to act cool..HAHAS.

*Pardon for ugly fotos!

Class gathering yesterday,can say half satisfied. :) The scorching sun is so mean! :'( I was tanned at the nose there. :( Hate my freaking face now!Black black. :( Was quite a pathetic soul after the gathering.No $$!Can you imagine???Like you & your friend add up only have $4 for dinner & you share.I guess that was my most pitiful day..
p.s:What have i failed to do as friend?????????WHY??????????????????????Hate you tons,bitch.Since you like to be friends in name then so be it.I will cooperate with you in the acting. :) Im tired in trying to know why.Since you chosed to let it go this way.Dont bother asking who is this.tyvm. =]
-I have indeed changed to a mean person cos some bitch cause me to(Or maybe i should blame it on myself again?).All my efforts in the friendship have gone wasted then why do i still try so hard?Idk why.Things just went haywire days after days & years after years.You are also no longer the same neither am i.

Painful Life.

2009-11-20T21:00:00.002+08:00

Heylo ppl!
Pictures of the day:

*My hair is in a mess! :p I was talking on phone with Joanne<3 while taking pics.-.-

Ta-da.~This is today's update. =]
p/s:Will post the pictures took with cousins yesterday & tmr's picture if have. :) [Going class bbq tmr!] Meannwhile awaiting for cousin to send me more pics that we took yesterday! :O Pls send me soon!

I've got nothing.

2009-11-19T18:54:00.002+08:00

-So now even you are also not by side anymore.ALL of you are not by my side anymore!Should i laugh or cry & celebrate?"HAHA,well done LI SHAN!YOU'VE CHANGED."I thought time could heal the crack,but it did'nt.In fact,i think it has turned into a bigger crack in beneath.Its just that we cant see it.It appears that we are fine,but actually we are not.Idw this to happened!Now it seems that im the one who have changed the most,neglect everybody the most.Im not a good friend indeed.Im the worst friend ever.Why must things change?I can only blame it on myself.Everything is to blame on me.ON ME!Why must it turn out so ugly?No one cares about me at all,no one is by my side.No one.I have to bear all this things alone by myself.Im really a failure.My world is once so perfect & is full of happiness.Now everything have turned the other way round.GREAT.
Tagboard removed.
P.s:What exactly have i done wrong??I really want to know.How i wish it was a dream,but it is'nt.

Jealousy kills.

2009-11-18T18:13:00.002+08:00

Naggy post ahead!Escape now or never! :O (LOL)

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-After i have seen 2 natural disasters movies,i really think that i have taken my life for granted.I never know what would happen everyday.Years had past so fast,& i have already turned 12.I really want to cherish my this precious life.It didnt come for granted.But things have been changing.It was once so pure,now?Everyone changed including me.One thousand & more why in my head.Is humanity really going to vanish?I really wonder what if i die in this world.Would i still have the chance to see the world advancing & see things changing?I really dont wish to vanish from this world.I only want to cherish the time i have now.How long will this last?But human often dont learn their lessons,only when they experience it.Haiz..Hopes mother earth would be fine.& HUMANS not to be greedy & selfish & take this earth for granted for their own privilege.But i know this wont happen,like duh.

-I have often wish to rewind the time,when everything was not a worry for me.& the time when i dont care a damn for this earth & what is going around me.Thats the best of the best.No need think so much for friendship,results,money & etc.Thinking so much is just a waste of ya time & wasting your brain memory.Now what has been done cant be undone.What has gone cant be back again. :( HAIS.WHY?Now i have changed to a person which is so sensitive,paranoid,easy jealous,selfish & so many imperfections.Yeah,nobody is perfect,but would'nt it be great if everyone is perfect?Nth to be worried about.Back then,i guess my world is flawless.Now its full of flaws.I guess thats a fact that cant be changed,so i should try accepting it.

Li Shan,

*i look superx2 weird!

Everyday seems to be a drama to me.

2009-11-17T21:13:00.001+08:00

Here are the pix for yesterday^^:

Okays back to blogging. :)Like seriously i dont find this movie:2012 nice..I also dk why.(Although i cried once.)Rate it 3.5/5.I have NO idea why so manyyy ppl find it nice & rate it 5/5.-,-?

I guess thats all for today's post. :>

Hot mess.

2009-11-14T14:30:00.001+08:00

Its 2.12pm nao.& im still facing the computer.Online,nobody to talk to.& the only person who is always online & she is the one to talk is Cherine<3(SGL) has gone for her camp this morning.When i woke up @ 7am then saw her msg which she sent me @ 6.23am!Im not even awake yet,so late reply.Anyways,good luck to her for her camp. :] & sis is coming back this sunday. :)
Next week's planss:(this is for me,myself & i!^^LOL)
Monday:Watch movie:2012 with LETI & ETC.
Tuesday:Maybe going Vickki's hse/Swimming with Vickki.
Wednesday:Meeting up with Vivian?To Vivian:PS,me cant
msg you.Msg burst.So hope you see this.Can you make it
on 18/10/09?Inform me soon by calling?Then dicuss? :)
Thurs:Meeting up with cousin. =]
Fri:I want to stay @ home to finish up as much hwks as possible.
Sat:1e6'09 class gathering.( Looking forward!;) )
Sun:1st Hapkido lesson.(Haven sign up yet,whatever.Hope that
wont sign up is the best.)
Ta dang~FINISH.
p.s:Ohmegod~Yoo Seung Ho is so shuai!AR! :')
p.p.s:I just cant figure out why ppl want to haolian that they
smoke at their blogs?-..-Is it something to be proud of or
honoured?Somemore some is underage.Scarly,ppl go baodoh.
& i curse tat person will be caught. :) Haolian when she is
underage only.Wth..

Memories left abandon.

2009-11-13T13:02:00.003+08:00

Ohmegod.Mom is really serious in getting me to join the Hapkido.idk why i now kinda dont wanna join cos no companions! :( Can anyone join who me pls????Will thanks you a million!Me dont want alone.Like freaking weird los.Wth.
Anyways,me want go out!But dont want.LOL.Cos still have hwks undone.Wtf.Hwks sucks.Life sucks.Studies sucks.Everything sucks.S-U-C-K-S.Sucks.Okays,done complaining with my life. ^^ But thats not all.Hope next week can sucessfully watch the movie:2012 with Leti!=]
Random Quote:"When guys say you are cute,they are looking at your face.When guys say that you are hot,they are looking at your figure.& when they say your are beautiful they are looking at your heart."Quite true.GUYS are so realistic,they only judge you by the appearance if you are chio or not.YUCK,i detest guys like this.*Not all guys.Probably there are some good ones out there. :)

p/s:More tags pls. :( I've update so must tag me.HAHAS.No peeping,do tag.! :>
{Edited}
i seriously hate some of the juniors in my pri school.Especially the P5s & 6s.Some act ah lian & step chio.LOL.Please you dont have to do all those stupid things to seek attention.The sight of seeing them make me so pissed even though they did nth.Just feel like scolding them right in the face!Their face is si bei kiam pa de los,not trying to say my face is not kiam pa.Got a few idiotic girls which i freaking hate them like hell plox!Seriously lahs,FUCK OFF.& 1 pri 5 girl which i used to see in my pri school last time is still carrying trolley bag & tie all sorts of hair style,now lehs?Step one.ILL~YUCK,eeew.eeeyer..I DESPISE YOU. :)

Hapkido.

2009-11-11T16:35:00.000+08:00

Hello guys,me posting again!^^Y Me going to post about Hapkido.Random,i know.Cos mom wants me to learn martial arts that can protect myself.Like ... Okays,just did some research on Hapkido.Have a certain interest in it?

Hapkido (also spelled hap ki do or hapki-do) is a dynamic and eclectic Korean martial art. It is a form of self-defense that employs joint locks, techniques of other martial arts, as well as common primitive attacks. There is also the of use traditional weapons, including the short stick, cane, rope, nunchucku, sword, and staff which vary in emphasis depending on the particular tradition examined.

Hapkido contains both long and close range fighting techniques, utilizing dynamic kicking and percussive hand strikes at longer ranges and pressure point strikes, jointlocks, or throws at closer fighting distances. Hapkido emphasizes circular motion, non-resisting movements, and control of the opponent. Practitioners seek to gain advantage through footwork and body positioning to employ leverage, avoiding the use of strength against strength.

Ohya,i just found out something that Hapkido is known as 合气道 in chinese!Cool name~I have certain misgivings which are childish:
Firstly,i scared i will turn violent?which i dont want. :<
& i will become a muscle girl!NO WAY!It is at SKCC.12 lessons for $50/$55.Anybody keen to join too?Not sure if im joining.
Till here,
This is the pic:

Credits:Info. & photo taken from wikipedia.

Perfection.

2009-11-11T11:49:00.001+08:00

Find this picture cute.^^Im not a happy girl.No $$,no accompany & no work.

Me want to work seriously,it can kill time.I would rather be tired to death then

bored to death!!Finding friends to go out,but all seems to be busy.This holiday

sucks like shit okays?!Hope can go out for a movie or

shopping spree soon~

*Where's my $100?Dad & mom going back on their words?I've improved in my studies & they agreed to gif me. :<

It has turned out the way i never wanted it to be.

2009-11-10T10:25:00.001+08:00

This girl is sick.Tc & recover soon! =](But i know you dont want to (:)

Oppsy!Pardon me for posting this! :x

B'dae girl!(L)

Done with posting the pics!Bai bai~
p.s/thanks kim for your small & cute keychain! =]
p.p.s/cherine,you also dont sgl ars.smile as many as you can! :)

A beautiful nightmare.

2009-11-09T16:07:00.001+08:00

(8/11/09)
A very "funny" thing happened yesterday.When i was playing badminton wif xinyue,a boyboy suddenly stood beside me & when i dropped the shuttlecock he will quickly go & get it.-.- then the 1st time i said:"Thank you" cos it is really kind of him to help me take then subsequently he stands beside me waiting for me to drop the shuttlecock.i felt so pressured!Then whenever i wanted to hit then i no energy cos im laughing!Then his father called him he went back to the playground.After 5mins+ he comes back again,he took a dried leaf & poke my leg & laughed!WTH!He went back to the playground,come back again.Then this time he touched my butt with his finger!ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!@# Damn SICKO!He looked cute but his actions tells me that he is not cute at all. -..-
p.s:Going out to meet Elise & etc."Happy B'dae Girl in advance!"<3 Bye,gtg.im off to bathe nao,if not i wil be late!
I had a dream.OMG.I freaking cant believe it,i kept on thinking bout it. :/ I had given up on you,i think.

:(

2009-11-06T20:26:00.008+08:00

Em posting here.Nth much happened today yeah. :/

im so not done with my hwks.

im so not done with my hwks.
im so not done with my hwks.

STOP!
Okays,im being childish.-,- Went swimming with Vickki.& realised im actually darker than her. :( IM BLACK. CRY!If only,when the sun ray dont turn ppl dark.that would be perfect!(as if it will happen)

Okays,done with my rubbish.

bye

bye.<3

p.s/ going to cut hair with xinyue tmr! ^^(but haven decide where to go yet!LOL.)

I just cant bear.

2009-11-05T20:56:00.003+08:00

Nth much to post recently,so yeah.BYE.<3

-why cant my life be meaningful again?can someone

just put some colours into my world.To me,now

my world only consists of 2 colours:Black & white,thats

all & boring.haiz.why?! :'( its just not how it used to be

anymore.

-you dont care for me much.i really think so.yah,all along

it has been one-sided,i can only blame no-one. :) im still

being naive to think maybe waiting could let me have a lil

hope but now,i think im really thinking too much of myself.

so i should move on?but idk how.